Being Stag..to Being Swan.!!



Yes.. I know, I truly know and well aware of the fact that its since soo long that have written something on my blog. *Transformation*.. I always knew there is nothing in this world that is wonderful than love but was never so much optimistic to find the one.!, infact I was never sure that I will ever get into marriage n all so early and also it was a blurred possibility for a circuit like me that any girl would like me to such an extent. 

Anyways, she walked in and turned all my myths about myself upside down. I still remember my pulse rate ..whooaa!!  Guess what, what was the first thing belled in my mind, I'm no more stag, free couple entry to any disc, cover charges ko middle finger n all the obvious bachelor hood thoughts which mainly focuses on reducing the cost of partying.. so silly of the moment.

Thanks to those 9 mins.! Yes, its almost between those 8 to 9 mins that we decided to get married. At this moment we both do not even believe that we are engaged and that too its arranged. It has its magic, I can feel it. 

Boss, I'm 28 years old and 29 is running and in this long journey of hardships :P I have never wrote, spoke or thought the words "I love you"..! uffffffffffff... I feel so soo good when I say those words to Aboli. 

Its a Swan feeling... 
 
I want her to read this post.. Its especially dedicated to my Mon Amour.~  She keeps honoring my FB wall by putting her lovable words and manages keep a sweet complaint that I never respond to her messages with I love you, publicly. I know and as you know I'm not at all good at writing love letter and all but ya this is also true that I have never given it a try for you re. !! <3

I am so sad and depressed..
is all I want to do is rest.!!
I go to sleep at night
but my dreams I just can't fight..!!!

I think of you lying in that bed.. 
& wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
& I knew that you are still near

I love you more than I know ..
I just wish you didn't have to go..!
I just want one more day with you..
& I know thats what you would have wanted too..

I miss you more & more each day..
There is so much more we had to say...!
I know I will see you again..
But my life is just started to begin.!!!

Don't know where it come from..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Love you. <3
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